She saw me one way
Now she sees me in another
Because of what I had to say
she no longer wants me to bother

Mature relationships I hope to have
My time I continually bide
In the wise words of Corgen
Love is Suicide

A new chapter in an old story
Self-improvement is what I need
From the lips of a past evil  
Motivation and confidence is the key

So here I sit writing about my woes
she doesn't want me and that's okay
I'll find another friend who has no bo
Who actually likes what I have to say

I'm not bitter or resentful
I only wish I felt worthy
It's my fault itz seems
I let myself get curvey

Eureka, I've found it!
the life I must now live
one where I learn and be fit.
And meet those who do not shiv

It needs to be for me.
There should be a consensus
That the new life I forsee
Is not held on the fences

It's called self-actualization for a reason
A transformation done for me
My body's last days are up this season
I'll prove my worth and they'll all see