My eyes lower themselves day after day because they cannot take the heaviness of your absence any longer they are fixated on your photograph while the image of you dances on my frontal lobe my lips are stitched together with pieces of your skin I cannot speak of you or my ears will infect with curdled milk from the mouths of neglected goats at least you're in my pillow case we meet almost every midnight when you slip back inside the right side of my brain and sleep abruptly without a sound.