one day you'll learn how to place your fingertips in all the right places. to be able to smile and whisper to them and say words that maybe your heart doesn't mean, but it just rolls off the tongue. you'll learn to hurt others, rather than them hurting you. or worse, you hurting yourself. you'll learn to touch up the bleeding mascara before applying the lipstick you'll stain him with. you'll learn, dear. you'll learn.