Awake in the middle of the night
Dreams filled with fright
You say it will be alright
You don't know how much you lie
I wish I didn't have to wake up
Every time I died
Compare to the real world
this is paradise
I would rather watch myself get buried alive
Than look into my father's broken eyes
I would rather be killed and *****
Than see my mothers disappointed face
I would rather watch you leave me for fame
Than see my sisters pain
I would rather have a nightmare
I know I can wake up from
Than life in reality
Where I can't get up