when you feel your heart breaking your body will start shaking. you'll look away, curse the tears because they didn't stay.
when you feel your heart breaking your chest will start aching. your lungs will cry out and you'll gasp as you fill them through your mouth.
when you feel your heart breaking you'll spend all the time faking. hold your breathe, pretend you aren't aching. slam your eyes shut, tell yourself you aren't breaking.
when you feel your heart breaking the shards will impale your weak chest, they'll cut you open and make you shriek in the night the nightmare doesn't end when you open your eyes.
when you feel your heart breaking you check your chest for the proof but there's nothing there but the skin you wish you were not born in.