I rest, still, thin, the eyelash on your cheek, brushed off when midnight blue melts into peach. And when you steal away this room will reek of ***, smoke, and gin. Echoes of slurred speech, and cigarettes smoldering exhaled breath, haunt two souls spun in liquor and lost dreams. We chased and tried to hold that little death. Groaning, clutching, I watched the ceiling's beams, and thought about him sleeping, home, alone. He sits between us now, a ghost in pink, a morning dove cooing. Soft hearted stone, you pull tight your steel-colored tie, a drink of warm gin, button your coat, close the door. I fold back rumpled sheets, but what for?