I knew from the start that stepping into this Was not going to end in my favor From the moment you gave me that look of desire I knew it was only the alcohol Consuming your thoughts and cravings There was nothing special about me I was never the girl you wanted to be with Just for a night, thatβs all I was used for I was just another hit and run This is no sweet love story where they meet in a bar And something magical comes out of it There is only anguish in this hole I have fallen in This is no wonderland I knew that from the very beginning I was doing something so foolish But I couldnβt help myself