I’m always surprised
When I wake up to a new day
I don’t know when I started feeling this way
Some days it’s a blessing
Some days it’s a curse
Either way, I feel ready to burst
I open my eyes, still amazed
I made it through another day
I should be happy, ecstatic at best
But I continuously feel like I have no quest
I don’t get it, I don’t understand
I want to know what is the Lord’s plan
I know He has one, and it shall be revealed
Only then, will I be healed