how* is this even fair? how is it my fault? i didn't even know! if you don't tell me, don't blame me. go ahead and tell the rest of the world, but don't even try to come back here blaming me for it! you have full control of what happened all those nights of "tears" were really full of new beginnings you weren't even sad, and there is where my biggest mistake comes to haunt me when did i ever think that would be good? you'll never forgive and you will never really forget oh, how stupid i have become