I thought i was alone,
Wandering the earth in despair,
Forgetting my past,
Memories i cant suppress,
The lowest I have ever been.

I would pop pills to escape reality,
Numbing me to feel nothing,
Thinking it would hear my blood spilled scars,
The scars of my past.

My heart was black,
Miserable in a way,
My blackened heart pleaded for help,
But no one was listening,
Not even me.

I wasn't fooling anyone,
I was only fooling myself,
My pain was obvious,
It played a tune of melancholy hopelessness.

The cuts run deep,
Deeper than the ocean,
More iridescent than the sky,
Each one has a story,
No story like the other.

My eyes have grown tired,
Blurry with every blink,
They stare blankly,
Soulless in every way.

A blinding light brightens my life,
And then there she stood,
An angel in disguise,
My angel.

When i even catch a glimpse of her,
Her eyes chip away at the dark,
The dark that surrounds my heart,
Her eyes are even more beautiful than the seasons,
Her eyes pierce my heart and latch on.

My eyes that were blacker than midnight,
Glow like the stars,
My scars vanish into thin air,
My past is blocked my her never ending beauty.

I only wish she could be mine,
She can free me from my internal prison,
She can find the key that is lost.

My life starts now,
I know than i can carry on,
I'm gonna take the world on,
Showing everyone that i can recover,
Things will get better,
I will live my life like there is no tomorrow,
i will never slip away.