You were there, I know you were the left side of my brain tells me so I can still feel your breast against my cheek it will forever be a memory of tomorrow for me
I know you must remember how could you ever forget has it plagued you as it has me those ideal plans of yesterday
To a new life across the raging ocean leaving the pristine blue sea behind did you find what you were looking for? did what you were looking for find you?
We can never have what we should have had nor can we ever be what we could have been today I can see it so very clearly today is only what we would make of it
By the way, what shall I call you by your first name or perhaps another does some of this confusion ever befall you You alone truly are my own you alone are my life giving Mother