You don't notice how lost I've become in trying to see who you are and who you want to be, because I want to know every last version of you. I want to see your darkest parts, the ones that you keep hidden away. Even the ones you've kept buried in the backyard that have never seen the light of day. I want to see your brightest parts too I want to see them shine like the stars that I know you are made up of. I can only hope that one day you will remember me as the boy who has held every version of you close to his heart and loved them all the same.