Terrified Crying Shaking Sweating Hyperventilating At 2:37 in the morning Because I dreamt of you
It seems so real Even my unconcious mind Tortures me
Never any sleep My body is drained Physically and emotionally
I have lost touch with reality
I cannot tell whether or not Your hand is squeezing my arm Or if your hand is around my neck
I still feel the sting of your slap I still feel the tense bruising of your punch I still feel the sharp pain of your fingers under my ribs I still feel the life slipping out of me because your hand around my neck or my mouth I still feel the poison of your lips on mine so forcibly
I never volunteered for that I got out of it I put it behind me But it's like your still here
You left a lasting handprint But I will cover it up I will put makeup on it I will tattoo over it Anything
I will not allow you to still have control You do not control me
Maybe I can't sleep because of the nightmares Maybe I can't eat right because you never let me Maybe I can't look in the mirror with a smile because you changed me Maybe people can't touch me in certain ways because I will flashback to you
But I will overcome I will sleep I will eat I will smile at my reflection I will let a person touch me I will overcome
Terrified Crying Shaking Sweating Hyperventilating At 2:37 in the morning Because I dreamt of you