**** trying to think clearly. all i can focus on or even try to vizualize is of you. i had no idea what meeting up with the likes of you would do. with your linguistical spouts and adorable rants that eagerly coax unfamiliar sweat from my palms. and the metal in your mouth clicking against my own gets me higher than any slap in the face from Jezebel. i don't want to ruin this--- feeling. this aura, that pulses from the very mention of you by trying to explain it too much. i want to keep it untame and rabid surprising me like a midnight fox bearing its teeth before curling up in my lap. for even now i fear, i have begun to do just that as i always do. so i'll conclude this mere doodle of you, my newest muse, with three pirate tokens, a kiss on the shoulder, and waaaay too much *****.