10/5/06

10:35 PM


I've tried to hate you
believe me, I have

I can still smell your hair
I can still feel your hand

this is just what you wanted
i'm the product of what you lack
and this is why you avoid it
but now I want my heart back

now I'm closing my eyes
and picturing you here
still despite all the lies
its myself that I fear
now we're moving too fast
now I'm taking it back
you're a rush to the senses
my favorite heart attack

you don't have an ego
you just know you're the best

******* these handcuffs
I'm in cardiac arrest.