Have you felt that you’re all alone but you’re not but it seems like it because no one is there for you but then they are, you thought that people will never be there for you until you turn around and everything changes? When you turn around and realize that someone is there for you but then you guys stop talking every day and you’re crying and the person that is supposed to be there for you doesn’t answer you and you need there their help because you’re scared that you will do something stupid again, and then it seems you have no one there so you do something stupid and all you can do is cry because you’re lost in an empty dark place where you don’t know how to get out, so you sit there and cry, and you start saying that your life is nothing but then you see a light at the end at the tunnel, and there is a person that you thought that well never be there for you and she’s smiling and holding you and telling you that everything is ok and she never leaves your side, and you finally stop crying and you start smiling and you can’t stop, after you start to feel that hurt going away slowly but it’s going away, and your finally becoming happy for once and all you wish for that hurt not to come back but it does and you feel it all over again and this time it doesn’t go away, when you close your eyes do you still realize what you did to me do you understand how bad I’m hurting, you told me you love me and you would never hurt me and you left me when you said you would never hurt or leave me but look what you did you hurt and left me, like everyone else does, I thought I found that special person I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with but I guess you’re just another one of my mistakes and I’m supposed to learn from you and I learned that you’re not  the one and I should just wait because I know you’re not it and you were just a waste of time, why did you have to lie to me and say that you love me, let’s see maybe you felt bad or you were wanting to make someone jelly, who knows it could be anything, and then you try to say that I was your everything but you can never look me in the eyes and say it, so it was just lies right?