I hate you. I hate your very existence. I hate you. I hate your every resilience. I hate you. I hate how you get that smile when you look at me. I hate you. I hate how you were mine and then took from me. I hate you. I hate how I put my trust in you. I hate you. I hate how I always got that rush from you. but most of all... I hate.. that I don't hate you. Not even a little bit. Not even at all.