Eating brownies to feel inspired, then look at the **** I write the next day stone cold, naked in bed, dining hall food resting neatly in an ordered manner. I wish he would go down on me the same way he probably thinks about me, and this isn't high school but I feel like every one knows something I don't. This is hell. this image is enlarged to show texture, this swisher is full of a mixture, big yawns and hot skin. I wish I was his. i wish the idea would cross itself off my list.