Sometime I lie awake at night,
Wondering what it would be like,
If I could hold you in my arms,
And forever call you mine.

How I wish I had the words,
To tell to you how I feel,
How I wish I had the courage,
To express the truth,
Of how much I care about you.

Each day that drags by,
Brings me closer to decision,
To tell or not to tell,
How I truly want to,
How I truly fear to.

But perhaps it wasn't meant to be,
And you were not meant for me,
Is the thought I often seem think,
But over and over I pray it so,
Only causing ever more woe.