I've always wondered
what its like
to live somewhere your whole life
to have lifelong friends
and girls you've loved for as long as you remember

But I'll never have a friend who knows me better than himself
I'll never know someone more than three years
good things come in threes
so do bad things.

I've had bad things
in terms of relationships
cause my friends tend to be distant
I've never had more than an instant
to know them and their wants and feelings

So tell me,
whats it like
to have them your whole life
I'll never know
because when i grow
and become attached,
the bonds are cut
and I'm left alone again