I ******* love you and I wish I didnt you only hurt me and I pretend not to see it not to feel it but it's the only thing I think of when I see you you lie to me every time we have our druken nights telling me you love me if you love me why hurt me the way you do are you afraid of commitment are you really just using me Why are you spending time with her more than you do with me please don't leave me i need you more than I want you