i feel terrible..
not just bad..
but terrible
has anyone ever told you
"i'm going to **** myself.. because of you"
everyone tells you..
"don't feel badly.. he's trying to scare you..
trying to get to you"
how does that not get to you?
how can you bring yourself not to believe it..?
not to tear yourself down?
this is a life.
this is someone you loved
this was someone who just a few months ago
you couldn't live without..
but then showed their true colors
and you left..
can you really leave?
are you ever really gone?