She is a natural disaster confused and misunderstood waiting on the promise you made to help clear up the hurricanes, tsunamis, forest fires, the floods, the self doubt, the grief, the regrets, the 'shoulds'. she is a natural disaster. and you promised you'd be there after to pick up the debris and aftermath, to sweep away, the damage, the ash, to help her dig amongst the rubble and find and rediscover her smile, her laugh to help her decipher between the good and the trash to help her crumble and then reconstruct to help her rebuild stronger foundations than those laid in her childhood.