I feel so tired when you leave My heart pushes blood through my body so loudly I'd just as soon die as sleep But my cheeks are still flushed red And I remember that you'd be sad if I was dead I can't think of a time I am more alive Than when I'm with you Living lucidly, but still wanting more We're so young and so ******* bored And I can't decide who's more adored And I almost can't bare it anymore