I pull back shrouds of memory and mourn the child who was and is no more. Now I can see just how you died; because innocence, morality gave up one day (applause).
Strange, I felt but apathy when I watched you die, my child, but when you ceased to be, my eyes were all but dry. Just yesterday you swore to me you'd always be alive.
And there you are. You lie in state. I grieve your passing. See, no one knows the massive hate that caused your life to flee. Perhaps I'll find, as tears abate, how much of you was me.
Some days I feel old and wise...some days, just old. This was written when I was young, ignorant and knew everything. 1974 JMF