She fakes a smile,
Lets a laugh slip out,
And everyone thinks shes happy.

But what they dont know is how much she hates herself,
How much of a struggle it is for her to simply get out of bed or function like a normal person,
How she wishes that she was dead every second of every day,

How she dreams of a world where someone gave a ****,
How broken and mentally unstable she is,
How alone she feels.

She's stuck in an everlasting darkness,
No matter what she does,
The light never shows itself.
If only someone would help to save her from herself.