don't bother, just break down make it easy on yourself
flow into nothing become nothing identify with none long for no one
it won't do you any good
in no immense amount of time i've reappeared at the farthest point from the finish line
the sky is cloudier than before
the wind that was once at my back now stings my face without pity
the universe is without remorse there is no room for that in what is, what truly is and all that isn't
you will love just to lose you're either doing one or the other your friends are there to remind you of what you can't do of who you're doomed to become or more realistically, fall short of even remotely becoming
you learn to see it as a sadistic blessing but it becomes complicated when you crave that pain, when you need it
you attach to what you know you must denounce
& the sting of exposed humanity when realized it's all for naught
is a wonderful thing
embrace insignificance, for it's where you really stand embrace solitude, you're doomed to it by sun and moon embrace loss, it is more natural than the need to breathe