I'm only one person. What can I do? My mind splits in two. Right and Wrong are not the pieces. And excitement lingers only in my memory. I have forgotten How people speak. I have hidden for too long. My eyes burn because I cannot sleep. My head hurts because I cannot think. My body hurts yet I know not why. Movement startles me. Sound startles me. Pain cripples me. I feel no motive. Why am I here? Why am I? Am I? I don't know the answer to my own questions