If I look forward, I over think. If I look back, I cry. When I think about what I did wrong, I stare at my current image in the mirror, and Sigh. All I can do to give everything thrown at me a better try. Mentality screws me sometimes, not gonna lie. Creates these expectations that later die. Karma kicks herself in, but why? Mentality will go away after I take a breath and sigh. And just let it all fly.