sinister lback leaves fall atop all our beds roaming black currents ghost like and fervent brushing past a whisper in the morning dew light with white pale membranes last night insane past pushing for love past pushing for fame past pushing ofr words past pushing for hugs a million words to desicribe nothing at all two words to say everything at once a gift a loss a toss a boss that never paid their bills to the one up above that forgot that their last christmas was given to a flying dove fat and empty a rocking back and forth touched by insanity tounched by inevitiablity underneath the fast currents wrinkle time that is eternal a learner a teacher of the infernal Corrupt, the original, a blistering medieval all words and no play makes any ****** man or woman a dull and ****** boy devil is in us all and theres nothing but these four walls with the streets and the beats and corner store market meats the cell phones and the pads of "i" and the lingering dead dad's a plastered up postcard of an incoming and bleached fad fast and fattening and rough and tumbling and fresh upstairs we'll meet in the kitchen we'll eat Paris and its streets and lover's in heat wine pours down throats as king's lower moats a break from reality and a break from you and and a break from myself Oh lo' the world and all of its miseries What happened to the human mystery? I do not know or do not seem to know the answer, Floundering in a childish and electronically muttled despair, a black mist of feverishness pushing the popsicle stick to the top, friends old and new, new and old remember their first note, a clarinet plays itself as the washpan listens close, almost hearing their imaginations in unified float Topographic in science Matted down love notes Scribbled last words To a mother who swerved A pointed brow peaks its top from the crusty old box Pandora sighs calmly As she fastens the key inside the lock