habbits don't all show through daily Like a nail biter Or the drug addict fighter Unlike the masterbater Some are shown over time Like mine all the betrayals All the heartbreaks All the times I sent a (: When I knew.. It would lead her on Or all the times Hopes were built up When they should have never been Or thinkin more of me and I Than of her and they My habit is to be me Which is awful as any person can be