I don't want to feel or think And I don't need to stand on the brink Of this insanity because I'm used to going mad But this insanity is a greater madness than I've ever had It's easier to fall down the rabbit hole When you know what and who you're leaving behind and how What am I and what are we? What are we even supposed to be? He and I are a mess And you and I are no better than the rest But really. What is this?