Email32 The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies. People that I live with thought they would be the people that I love, With the hate, the anger, the yelling, the teasing, and the madness. The more that I cry, the more I think there is no love. When I go to school they always talk about me, When I come home that's not where I want to be. Sometimes I feel I don't want to be in this world, If someone shot me I wonder how they would feel, Happy, mad, or pretend that they are sad. The pain that I feel so deep inside, The hurt, the shame, and all the lies. Wondering did you ever care. Would you ever care., When its too late because I'm gone? And you can't use me any longer?