I guess I have changed lately I don't feel I am the same me I push away my family my friends and the love of my life I guess I cant have the things the way I want and thats apart of life But I still get up do the the same thing at the same time is this really what I want I stress the little things in life when I should be praising them and smiling But I guess it seems to me I have ran out of hope for myself so I am just floating lonely daily just trying to find my spot but keep traveling with no intentions on stopping I can try to get back what was once mines but it seems she is to gone in her world so why try anymore but you know what........well do you?..because I do not....