It's 4am and I'm laying awake half naked
worried about money and life, but that's
nothing new.
What the fuck am I doing with my life and where
is the next step of the equation?
It's just like math,
all the tools are there right in front of me,
but I just don't understand and I'm too afraid to ask
how to proceed.
Emotionally, I'm a wreck.
Socially, I'm a wreck.
Mentally, I'm a wreck.
Physically, I'm alright.
Overall, I'm just fucking confused.
How many tears have to fall on my pillow
before something finally clicks in my messed up
pile of shit I call a brain?
Help me.