i used to dream of flying, soaring through the air. i used to dream of flying, when i was young, interested in happier times. then the dreams used to be of flying, but then i could no longer speak. and even after that i began to run, chased by things i have been avoiding, running from ideas that could break me. then within my dreams, i began to fall. and then i dreamt of death. i no longer fly, i am merely wordless, running, falling.