I smoke alone tonight
Just the snow geese and me

I should turn out the light
And finally go to sleep

But you're not here
And it's cold inside my bed

You get up early
I come home late
I shouldn't worry
everything seems great

And this feeling I can't describe
An Emptiness  
And so I hide inside this dream
My new life
I made you up
You're not alive

It scares me more than you know
When you're not around
I just want to let it all go

So I get drunk
I get trashed
I drudge things up from my own past
Inside my head
I can't win
If I go out
If I stay in
Disappear to hide my sins


Who am I if no one knows
Things I have done
Lengths I will go to