caught a glimpse
of myself in the mirror
dropped to the floor
couldn't breath
tears started to flow
worked so hard
no results
so much pain
too much
will my heart ever stop hurting
caught a glimpse
of myself in the mirror
it hurt to see
to realize
I might look this way forever
I keep trying
keep working
but there's no difference
no change
it's a horror show
with every breath
I can't figure out
what I'm doing wrong