i see her stare out of the corner of these bleary eyes. i wonder what she is looking at. "why is she staring in such a perpetual manner?" i ask myself. she makes me feel as if i'm a starry night...like she's waiting for something extraordinary to happen. i blush no one has ever looked at me the way she does, maybe i've always been afraid to let people do so. my cadaverous body goes cold only to be warmed by the endearing touch of her hand.
and in that moment i knew that i wanted to spend an eternity with her, because for once...
i knew i was going to be okay.
this is stupid, i am stupid, what is stupid. i give up.