its the kind of 3 pm that holds blood stained walls gently beneath purple skinned fingers plastic wrap skin tries to conceal wire veins but i am hot coffee that is two thirds ***** i am razors too small too dull you are sunlight but it is overcast, my dear, and i still slather on sun block nail polish on the tip of my tongue, fresh snow between toes of bare feet thoughts plagued with death and flesh and bones and blood, blood, blood beneath my fingernails and creased in my knuckles and pumping through this fragile body vultures and insects will clean your bones, my dear drip birthday candle wax along my eyebrows, metal spoons clink against teeth an eighteen wheeler going 72 miles per hour down the highway stopped by me, would it even stop?