"you’re mumbling up pulp again, babe. pick up your head." give up that ghost that vibrates between quiet hands loud words and think of the foaming fingers you left on the kitchen floor roll them at me in between eyes, I can smell it on my mouth mopping the floor with your sight "frightening isn’t it, clementine?" shattering keys leaving keys in locks and beds and shelves and waking to keys in loopholes and a headache like the swelling of a wave before he crashes back into himself back into the shore line of his face of uncertainty, uncertainty quivers the tip of this wave into a sea of uncertainty flinches at outstretched hands whose fingers greasily echo fingers mothballs under the sink keep telling the rusted problem stir it around with cheeks like plastic spoons but a body like a jack knife but my back cocked like a gun my baby is back, always talking about something unless head first into something else although I’m never quite sure of what. with refluxs of regret by bumming cigarettes, kisses, even myself "let’s get stupid.” and i do. a haze of carnal avoidance wagging the finger, blurred, curled, wagging at me bubbling up like our own private pompeii just a phase of the moon, more like a perpetual elapse because while humming orange lullabies, he sleeps with the belly of the beast and his foaming fingers remain on the floor