I seem to wander like a lost soul
no longer knowing what is my role.
Divorced and alone it must be said
with a deep seated sense of dread.
This mood has started to linger
the reason I'm unable to finger.

Not able to settle whatever I do
at home or out always being blue.
Alone and unable to be at rest
it feels like I'm losing a test.
Lost not synchronised out of tune
in a never ending sand dune.

I want to engage in what's around
lack of passion like a restless hound.
All I wanted to achieve is in the past
as the days are rushing away too fast.
Panic has set in where do I turn
in the end to be wanted I yearn.

I seem to wander lost within myself!

The Foureyed Poet.