I want everything to feel good and beautiful and healthy again
and I want to refrain from anything that makes me sick
to my stomach
I want to spend time alone and learn how to be alone
to be my own best friend
to love fully but not to throw my heart into someone's arms
because my heart's place is inside my chest
the only place where it can pump, keeping me alive
I want to cast off all the things that make me feel sick
and all the people that make me feel like
the walls are closing in on me
I don't want to go down any paths I shouldn't
I just want to go down a clear and visible path
alone, walking in love, with the wind on my wings
covering the earth with the songs I sing
and I want the miles to fly by.