Having joined this website again for the... like 15th time.. i finally feel like poetry is me i don't feel like it's a way or excuse for me to rant on about my problems when i write poetry... i feel the thundering of thoughts just bolting up a storm in my mind ...its like im in a trauma state its like once i'm writing it's almost impossible to stop but joining this website... has given me a little hope a little... like all my faith is in God but what i mean is Im finally feeling like pieces are coming to me that something belongs to me and I feel somewhat complete ...ya know