Do you see me?
Do you see the real me?
Look past the academics, the smile carefree laugh and jokes, and you will see...the real me
I let go of every feeling I have, so no one thinks I'm sad

The real me, the one you don't see
The real me yearns for comfort
I dwell in the shadows because no one has cared enough to pull me out

Well not true...one person has...you know who you are

But that is a different tale for a different time.....the shadows used to b my home
No one knows how truly lonely I am....
Let me share with u
The story of a lonesome soul
Some days when I'm lonely, I'll put my hands together, fingers intertwined like I'm praying while honestly I'm thinking of holding her hand, it keeps me calm, some days I'll hold my pillow close slowly crying and shaking uncontrollably trying to remember how it is to feel her warmth....the endless struggle of a lonely boy shrouded in shadows....