Despite that, his intentions were good He fundamentally wished me well, even if it was his will itself which defeated him. He protected me from many catastrophes, those coming from within me, as well as the blows delivered by the world. This is impossible to forget, to ignore.. My life was never the same after he left. Now that he has gone, and I don't know where. Despite all of his greed and all his failure, I miss him and I wish I could just see him.