You asked have you ever abandoned me as a mother How about the time I told you about the abuse my sister but me through and your response was "thats my daughter too amd you are attacking her and I have to protect her" My emotions mean nothing to you An exact replication of you My emotions are not real if they are your emotions My thoughts do not matter if they are not your thoughts I am not your favorite so you disregard me Blame me for everything Its all my fault My anger and sadness is not important I am not important If I killed myself I would not deem it selfish because my life is not yours and my feelings do not matter to you But my body does and my namekin to you