i am h o n e y dripped across a can v a s in the shape of a banjo, a skyscraper, the palm of someone else's hand. when the sun rises i am no longer afraid to u n c u r l my technicolor limbsand breathe
breathe
breathe like i never did when i was with you. the ache i used to carry in my chest in my arms in my veins has finally subsided, finally warmed, finally sealed itself up to allow for new fingers to run themselves over it.
this is how it feels to no longer be in love with you.