Breaking molds begging to be kept solid Pushes my person to throw temper tantrums High and mighty with not a lick of forgiveness Weak in the mind on a Wednesday Drunk in a funk on a Friday Horizons that I thought were mine Were never mine to begin with They are the oceans beneath my feet Chipping white dust of bones that bleed hallow marrow A black sky is the only way a bird can learn how to fly In a mystery a man dies, my father, your father, no bother For emotion used to hit ******* my clear glass window Now I know longer see the point in the matter The demons are deep but not as deep as the absence of me I am lost in the high frothiness of societies **** and its labels Away I will not go but here I will stay Don't ask me demeaningly to praise this and applaud that They are, in shadows, apart of something The praiser hates, a secret shining soon to be dead agate Fortune fancies the one's that know how to show it off A monster lays inside jewels, in gold, in seemingly high ego Devil ten horns has learned how to live and be reborn A mastery of tricks, apparitions and magic That not even the human eye or mind is able to see Currents spell themselves out in shrouded clouds Misty mist Magic that is black, blue, green, yellow and red The color of your mother's magic ink pens A click of water from the outside gutter The faint dying voice of a once thought of angelic grandmother Take the shadow away from life, shine light For there's never enough time I'll be making meals As I squeal Pinching pennies, passing time, pouring wine