My heart says ‘He’s perfect’
My mind says ‘Yeah, right’
I’m caught in the middle
Of an internal fight

My body wants him
My head says ‘No’
If he wanted me anywhere
There I would go

He’s wrong for me
I already know
He’s hurt me before
But my heart won’t let go

I can’t stand the pain
But I can’t forget him
Sometimes I wish
That I had never met him

I’d have missed the pain
But the happiness too
If I could go back
I know what I’d do

I’d keep the joy
I’d do it the same
For that boy
I’d suffer the pain

I wish I didn’t love him
I wish I didn’t care
I can’t have him, but I want him
Life just isn’t fair